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WE have lots of good and bad memories in the year2008. Here comes now the new patch of time where everyone afraid for with different speculations bout the BAD “karma” with these predictions and that.
In myself too got a lot to treasure whether it could be good or bad memories, i just don’t want to dump those bad memories that really sucks my life down! why? i just use them up for me to remember how strong i am to [passed them all. With those memories i could feel better, thinkin that i can pass all challenges that may come into my life.
Sometimes we don’t understand ourselves and here’s this question in our mind seeking answers that would possibly no answer at all. I just don’t know what would be this question that always bothered me,in fact i been to a different questions in my life but even once no answers being revealed. Later on i have realized that answers is within myself alone.
I think I’m being prepared for the new challenges that may come, i have just sought before any arms to lean on but no one really offers. This year 2009 would be the great challenge for me to uphold my victory. With all the uncertainties and grievances it made myself a whole, restoring it’s parts,molding new shapes,incurring new wisdom but the heart stood still remain unchanged,and that’s “ME” with dynamic aspects but with REAL SOUL.

We used to find real intention of our existence…
WE become so damn on doing things which are against the law of our land, getting freak ideas just to make life more fun and joyous.
Things will just become worst if we tried to force ourselves on the things which we can’t have in the first place.
What is these realities that we about to discover? in the first place it’s just a mere fact that sometimes or most of the time,reality can be so hurtful,dreadful and fatal…..yet we still provide the answer whatever it takes for us to have it…
We are the conqueror of our realities,.,we used to find clue and try to solve the puzzle of the broken pieces of ours…
People are innately good, we did too….but what made them to be as cruel and ruthless inhumane…
We are molded with great superficial talents and values, yet we never knew what is it for..we have different talents we’ve equipped, but the worst came to broke such possessions of ours…
with all the power and determination that have encur to us…we’re still dull, in such a way that we greatly find things beyond our limitations…and in the end still tears are ramphant on our eyes..
The reality is there..of what we are, who we are, and we are for,..,.
we are graciously given such wisdom for us to know things within us,.,,.
all we have to do is to ponder things before we do our moves,,,.on how to win life despite of its inevitable bitterness, lamentable dwonfalls and pitfalls,..,..,

“ME” is a typical guy who discerns everything when it comes to loving someone. So sweet every time he chat with his friends, especially to his special someone. A down-to-earth guy. Delinquent when it deals with his loved ones.

HE has been into different nature of relationships. He’s not after for someone’s looks ‘coz looks are very deceiving. For him, you may look great but when it comes to your manner, there shows your most horrible side. He’s not a fastidious person. As much as probable, that’s what he hate most from the others, the stance of choosing somebody to allocate their love with.

HE looks forward on your attitude, ‘coz manner counts rather than looks. That was the aspect he treasures most. Never did negative response. If he thinks that a certain relationship wouldn’t work out, he tries to elucidate and comprehend every situation, though it really hurts. In this world, everybody has the right to choose. In this world, everyone has the license.

HE values everything. He hates giving back those sweet memories like gifts coz for him, if you could give back those bits and pieces, could you give him back the time he depleted in loving you? He knows how to value time.

HE is a very friendly person. He never chooses who he want to be friends with. As long as he can jive with your thoughts, he goes with you. Stern when he’s in a relationship. Never fool around with love for love is the most copious thing that happens to one’s existence…

Current news here in the philippines is about the succeeding attacks of “MILF” at certain places in lanao del norte…So cruel and inhuman, where these bandits killed the civillians and burned many houses….
All the victims were killed brutally, some were mutillated and some corpses were use as human shield during the encounter fight of MILF against the philippine army…..
SOme victims were children, where the ruthless bandits included them being tortured and abducted and later on put them to death.
Every one seems to asked ” why the MILF killing innocent civilians”?..In the first place, these bandits used to hate only the system of government… and why they involved innocent civillians??
What’s their real intention in doing such inhuman acts?
THese bandits should be condemn to death!!

We ended our affiliation last june4. We departed at davao at exactly 2:30 am and arrived at cdo 8:30am. Our experiences in davao are worth remembering, with all the sleepless nights and misunderstanding among the group, we still appreciated the beauty and value of our exposure.

I was assigned at A.P Delacerna Psychiatric Rehabilitation Center one of the mental hospital affiliated by our university. There we experienced several people with different conditions, some are substance abuse and others are depression due to family problem. At first it was very weird for me to enter such place and with mixed emotions being felt we still have this worries and questions to our mind how this things works. We are 20 students conducted our duty at morning shift, same number too with the afternoon shift. We could really conclude how this people wasted their life for their own choice, and some for their own weaknesses. Ofcourse life inside the psychiatric center is different from outside world. Each of us was given 1 patient for our daily interaction. At first i was so nervous, preoccupied with different thoughts and mixed emotions.

My patient was diagnosed as substance abuse, though sometimes i could that he has no mental problems coz sometimes they tend to manipulate nurses. One of the unforgettable moment there was during the nurse-patient interaction. On this interaction, we emphatized our patient and sets contract in order to gain patient’s trust. It doesn’t mean that only those mentally illed patient learned from us, but also we did. I realized how important life is, from time to time you have to ask yourself on which step u have to take, coz life is matter of choice.

With regards to our effort, we have all the stressors, sometimes we could say how tiresome this affiliation was. Every night we have our dry run for the activity for the next morning and we don’t stop if our instructor would not satisfied of our preparations. Sometimes we end up late at night at 3:00 am and we have to fill up our work book after our dry run coz we have to submit it at exactly 7:00am, and our instructors wont give our work book not unless we are done of our dry run. Its really tiresome but at least we learned a lot from our different experiences. Now we will be missing our daily routine there in Davao.,.especially our patients.

Its been a long time since we cherished the gift of learning we had, the time and effort we had exerted just to pass in every subjects.
Though there are certain times where we are down and confused on what to do with all the difficulties we had encountered, but still we stand out and proved them we’re that strong and elite to have passed that difficult subject of ours. In the year to come we will end up our sacrifices and meet the new life of being free from those terror instructors but now facing the real battle of life.With all the sleepless nights and hardship and being devoted to one’s task, there we could say how proud we are that we have passed all those years of being busy,making our projects and getting nose bleed with the exams.
It’s one year to go to soar our self to its peak of success.
Does life’s sacrifices ends there? of course NO! The battle has just only begun.,.,.,
We live in this world with full of sacrifices and experiences. That’s the reality that u can’t change, where those things are just part of our existence the essence of humanity.
Life would not be that challenging without obstacles, afflictions and bad experiences. We often learned from those things and made us firm for the next path to go.How long would it take to reach the verge of perfection? or just perfection is a mere fiction. Living with a perfect life can’t be appreciated, if we live in perfection we will not meet GOD, we can’t cry nor laugh. But with imperfection we could learned to appreciate life and meet GOD our daily provider.

### Pinakabagong salawikain ng pilipino

*Kapag maiksi ang kumot.. mura lang.

*Ang taong naglalakad nang mabagal, tumatakas

*Kapag may usok, may mamamatay na lamok.

*Walang matiyagang lalake.. na manligaw sa mukhang binabae.

*Kung walang magpapaloko… hindi tatakbo si gloria arroyo.

*Behind the clouds, are airplanes.

*Ang sakit ng kalingkingan, dapat ipatingin sa doktor.

*Pag may usok… bka nsa langit kana!

*Magkulang ka na sa magulang… huwag lang magkulang sa tubig habang

naghihilamos.

*Kapag bukas ang kaban, nakalimutang takpan.

*Kapag ang ilog ay tahimik, walang nagsi-swimming.

*When all else fails… buti nga bhelat!

*Sa larangan ng digmaan.. nakikilala kung sino ang bading.

*An apple a day… makes the fruit vendor rich.

*Pag may usok, mas maganda ang show dahil may special effects.

*Batu-bato sa langit, ang tamaan sana mga kagalit

*Ang taong naglalakad nang mabagal… may paltos.

*Papunta ka pa lang, ako rin, sabay na tayo!

*Ang taong naglalakad nang mabagal, nasa moon.

*Ako ang nagtanim, ang nagbayo at nagsaing,

saka nang maluto’y iba ang kumain.. bwisit na pusa yan. amf!

*Huwag magbilang ng manok, kung duling.

*Better late.. than never txting!

*Kapag maiksi ang kumot… sa baby ipagamit.

*Kapag ang puno mabunga… maraming mapipitas.

*Magkulang ka na sa magulang… huwag lang sa pagiisip!

*Ang taong naglalakad nang mabagal, may rayuma!

*Ang iyong kakainin, sa kaldero manggagaling.

*Tell me who your friends are… and ill tell you who is cute!=)

*Ang taong naglalakad nang mabagal.. matanda na.

*Ang iyong kakainin, itatae mo rin.

*Magbiro kana sa lasing.. wag lng s matsing, dka mage2ts non!

*Ang taong naglalakad nang mabagal, nagtetext.

*Ang taong ngigipit.. lahat ng pwedeng utangan kinukulit.

*Kapag ang puno mabunga.. maraming mamimitas.

*Pag may usok.. kawawa ang may hika!

*Ang taong naglalakad nang mabagal.. bagong tuli.

*Ang taong naglalakad ng matulin… magling sa walkathon.

*Ang taong hindi marunong lumingon sa kanyang pinanggalingan… adik
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*Laging nasa huli, ang pinakamatangkad.

### MaNnY PaCquAiO (FaVoRiTe NuMbErS NyA)
“i LoVe SeX, BiNtI, SiTti, TrEeS, EaT”

### cardinal sin
“ako lang ang banal na makasalanan”

### toilet bowl
“ang daming kinikilig sa akin”

### english
“bagsak sakin si manny pacquiao! hindi nya ko kaya! hahahaha!

### drums
“ang sasama nyo wala naman akong ginagawang msama sa inyo ah! ang
sakit sakit ng mga palo nyo! tapos nag-iindakan pa kayo sa tuwa!”

### model
“nakunan ako!”

### bayarin
“hindi lahat ng nagmumura masama”

### coffee coin machine
“ipasok mo na sa akin yan, paiinitin kita at matitikman mo ang sarap
na hahanaphanapin mo”

### ahas
“sa pamilya ko, kahit na ano ang mangyari, igagapang ko kayo… sa
mga kaaway ko naman, gustuhin ko man kayong suntukin at tadyakan,
hindi pupwede… kakagatin ko nalang kayo”

### Bad Breath
“Ang tagal nating nagsama! Hindi naghiwalay! Natuto ka lang
mag-mouthwash kaya ako’y iyong pinalayas!”

Every days of our life seems to be busy.,, we tend to seek the realities the meaning of such things,.,,we intended to find who we are.,.and what we are,.,.we as human are not perfect,,in every little way we committed certain miztakes which we think are just a little one,.,we didnt realize how that certain miztake came to be the habit,.,the characteristics that molds our self to society.,.to the world of what we are in this institution.,.

though we think its non of their business!!? but the institution came to know the worst on us.,!! we still believe we can change that thing.,but how??? does it changeable??? or just a part of our personality that shapes our real identity!!!

i thought this winding journey of us would mold us to a better one.,.but still on the process to change those unwanted values,.,.,there are times we felt being guilt to everything we do or say!!! we use to reason out ah!! if u love me then accept for what i am??? do we think we realy worth for it??? or just being selfish,.,self centered.,.,we really felt that ryt?? but even though we used to do that,there are several times where we cant understand ourselves.,.,on this situation we tend to do things.,a sort of medicine of our insecurities!!! sometimes we used to ask am i worthy of this lyf ??

the answer is in yourself alone,,.,people aroud you only cultivate the reason for you to reach your way.,.they intend to remind us our miztakes.,.,but what we do is just to hate them!!! for they dont understand us??? for they dont support us?? for they dont like us?? or even they dont wants us??? eradicate those negative thoughts!!! those are just sign of being greed.,.,!! being arrogant!!!

its about time to end up those hatred.,.insecurities!!! and other negative thoughts that lies in our mind!!! time is about to end,.we must use our time wisely and carefully.,.,we should flushed it out!! and give a big hand!!! we can do it!!! remember nothing is impossible if we truly do things willingly and with trust to HIM.

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guYS ….\gUYz…..
i’ll be out of town this coming sunday.,,.its ouR psychiatric affiliation at Davao city.,.,.,DELA Rosa hospital/.//i’ll be there for a month,,.,jus tleave ur comments and suggestions.,,.
i’ll promise to post more about my journey to Psychiatry.,.,..

Hai,.buhay ay parang tubig na di mapipigilan ang pag-agos at patuloy na dumadaloy.,,.bakit kaya lahat ng bagay ay nangyayari ayon sa panahon?? kahit na minsa’y nakakasakit na nga matindi sa atin.,,na minsa’y maikintal pa natin sa ating isipan kung gaano kasakit at sa hapdi na dulot ng problema.,.,!!!

patunay nga kaya na lahat ng nangyayari ay may kaukulang dahilan.,.,di man natin maisaisip kung bkit ganito.,.ganyan,.,at ito,.lahat yata ng kabiguan ay halos naikintal na sa ating buhay.,.pero bagamat matumal ang kasaganahan sa ting buhay.,.darating namn ang panahon na muunawaan din natin ang mga bagay-bagay na nagdala sa atin sa kalungkutan,.,datapwa’t kailangan din natin ang Panginoon para sa lakas na makakayanan natin ang lahat ng ito.,.,.

siguro buhay ay ganito puno ng pagdurusa.,,sa bagay dito tayo tumatayo galing sa pagkadapa,.,.muli lang natin iangat ang ating mga kamay at paa at sabay bigkas (kaya toh!!!) ganon lang ba kadaling sabihin ang bagay na yun??? syempre hindi,.,.dapat nating mahalin ang nasa sa atin,.,.maging sino paman sila.,.,maging ano paman sila.,.maging anu pamn ang nagawang kamalian nila.,.,.sapagkat tunay na kaligayahan ay nasa pagpapatawad at pagmamahalan!!!!